i have written so many of these.
but i almost killed myself because i couldn’t handle because a ghost
i couldn’t handle being alone.
i didn’t know how to live without you because i depended on you for a year.
i felt like you were all i had.
and now. i am more alone. and now i will not kill myself. but i will wait till someone loves me. the way you did. i will wait till someone finally loves me truly again.
