u hurt me alot today but i still love u. i will always love u forever. ur my first love and i hope my last aswell. i wont let go of u untill u tell me to. right now im in tears hoping u wont leave, without u i will never be the same. ur the reason i smile when i wake up, the reason why im eating again, the reason why im willing to live past 18. u made me see that not everything is as gray and bad as i thought. u showed me how to live, please dont fall out of love with me