if you ever see this, which i highly doubt you will considering you really stupid, i want you to know the only reason i told you i wasn’t looking for a relationship was because i didn’t know what my feelings towards you were. but as we have talked more, i realise that i think i’m starting to like you, like a lot, but i’m way to worried what others would think. but i’m also no sure if i like you. maybe just like the idea of being with you. you mean a lot to me even as a friend and i don’t want to loose you xx