i really hope one day you realize how much you actually meant to me. i gave you everything even after i told you i was scared to love again you treated me the same way you knew i was treated last time. i love you, i'll always love you, i just don't think i love you that way anymore. im growing and i wish i could tell you that but you'd just laugh at me and joke abt it. i hope you're proud of me. i love you bestie