Unsent Messages

honestly words can’t express how disappointed i am in you. you’ve lied guilt-tripped and hurt all of us. we’ve all tried so hard to help you but you lied to us and caused unnecessary situations to happen. why didn’t you just tell us, why did you have to lie. why did you cheat not once but three times all while you said you would be a better person and change. this isnt a love letter and this isn’t for me to tell you how i’m sorry. i want to tell you about the negative things you’ve done. my mental health isn’t very sunshine and rainbows but guess what i put you before i put myself because i knew your situation was worse than mine. we spent so much time helping you and making sure you were safe from a NONEXISTENT threat. you knew that it wasn’t real, you knew that it was rp why didn’t you tell us, why. we spent an entire fucking day helping you through NOTHING?? you always use your mental health as an excuse and say that you will become a better person, you say that your sorry. you say that YOU can’t trust US. i’m tired of your bullshit i just want a day where i think for myself and just stop life for a moment. i pity you lilly, i really do. but only to some extent. i do hope your future is better than the present but i’m done. i don’t want to talk to you and i don’t want to tolerate your bullshit anymore. goodbye.