Unsent Messages

i did love you and i definitely would not trade our past for anything, but not in the way that you think. we didn't know each other for too long, but the feelings were genuine and intense (at least on my end). however, i never realized how much of myself i lost until you left. you leaving me was one of the best things i think that's happened to me this year. the way it was so easy for me to give up parts of myself was unbelievable. don't get me wrong tho, i'm not blaming you for any of it. you just happened to be the tragedy i needed to realize so many things about myself. although we talked about what our future would have been like, our relationship was definitely not meant to last. despite that, i've learned and grown so much. i really hope you're doing well. i do have to admit that i am still a little angry over how you acted towards our end, but only i can provide the closure i need. you said you ended things for a certain reason, and i really hope you were telling the truth. i know you wanted to stay friends, but i just don't think that would've been for the best for either of us. so i took you off all my socials, but you can still find me. also your best friend was acting real weird after we ended, just needed to say that lol. i hope you're taking care of yourself.