I never had the courage to say this when I hurt you. I never had the dignity and pride of owning up to my actions when this originally happened. I let my ego get too big and I genuinely would've thought that by leading you on I would've felt better about myself. I thought that I could've just lead you on and wouldn't have to be faced with the consequences. We were already good friends and it could've stayed like that if it I didn't have to be an idiot. I'll never understand what you were feeling in those exact moments but all I can say is I'm genuinely sorry for hurting you and I will learn from this experience to work on becoming a better person.