My dear Astrid, time has passed and I always thought that i would've been by your side forever. However you pushed me aside because you didn't trust me enough. I have to admit that I was possesive and in a way selfish but I loved you. I have to thank you for letting me experience what that fairytale-ish type of love is and for letting me discover more about me; who I really am. I was in love and i didn't realize it until you were gone, and even if i knew probably i wouldn't speak about it. I hope that someday you find someone who can love you like you deserve, cause I will find one too. Thank you... for everything