I'm sorry for not answering anymore. I hope that one day you will understand that I never wanted to hurt you. I understand that you are living a completely different life now - you changed and that is okay with me. But please understand that for me you are a different person now. A person that I don't know how to interact with. You wanted an explanation - but I couldn't give you one because it would have hurt you. I have no right to judge you, but the person you are now just isn't someone I can be friends with anymore. Don't get me wrong, there are still a lot of days that I miss you. So much. But I understood that the person I miss no longer exists. There are only memories now. I still love you and because of that I'm not answering anymore. I hope you will live the life you always wanted to live. Take care.