Unsent Messages

I wonder how things would be different if I lived near you, instead of so far away. I truly like you, I do. I wish I could tell you how jealous I feel when I see you jokingly flirt with our friends. I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me - how much I like you. I'm sure your know. I don't really try to hide it. Sometimes, I feel horrible for feeling this way. I mean, you're dating one of my closest friends and I'm in a loving and stable relationship, but that can't stop my heart. I hate to see you when you're hurting, when I know my words can't do anything to help. I wish I could just hold you and tell you how beautiful you are. So yeah, how different would things be if I were single and you were here. I guess this is something I will never know, despite it being always on my mind. くコ:彡