I wanted it to be you so bad, i wanted us so bad. I think of what could have been. I still have hope. You are mind-blowing you make me feel some way I have never felt. We used to talk more and I know we are both in weird places right now but I think we will find our way back to each other. To this day you make my heart beat a little faster. I think I am in love with you. I hope one day it will finally be us. I always have so much I want to say to you cowboy, but I don't know how to put it into words. You are a beautiful soul. I look forward to whatever the future holds for us. I just want to be with you, wherever and whenever. I truly love you. Forever yours, lil catholic schoolgirl :)