Unsent Messages

im submitting this under a false name, don't need to inflate your ego and make you think I'm thinking of you (which i am but that's besides the point). you're no good for me. You made me feel horrible. and we're so young, and have so much of life ahead of us. and yet i can't brush away this feeling that, we're meant to cross paths again. I've tried talking to other guys, but they're not you. i don't feel the same way towards them, the way i felt with you. i miss those times you'd try to speak spanish, and mispronounce the hell out of it but i'd always find it funny. you had a cute accent... the way i'd do anything to hear your voice again. not just your voice, but your laugh, your smile... you never directly said it except one or two times, but you were insecure of your chipped tooth, and nose. which is something i never really understood. because in my eyes, they were one of your best features.
point is, regardless of how much i may deny it, I still have feelings for you. and even though i want everything to go back to how it was a few months ago, I can't keep ignoring all of the shitty stuff you did.