I loved you like I have never loved anyone else in my life. It was never in a romantic way but it was so strong. I grew up with you and we promised to stay in each other's lives. I would imagine us in our 20's living together in a big apartment. I would see myself being the best girl-man at your wedding, but we grew up. You became someone I didnt know, and yes I changed as well but it felt like one day you woke up as an entirely new person killing the old you. I still think about you every day but Im glad that this happened because now I have people in my love who love me and all my geekiness just like you did. You will be forever my first true love but you will not be last.