hey. i’m sorry. i miss you so much and I wish things could get a little better between us. i miss our conversations. i miss our laughs. our everything's. you changed my life. and for the better. and i don’t know if you know this but you saved my life. and i just want to thank you for that. this worlds a cruel place and too many things came together to distance us. i don’t think either of us were doing great and now we’re like strangers. i am so sorry. i miss you. i miss our friendship. i hope you’re doing okay, i know this time of year can be tough and even if we’re not talking i want you to know that i’m thinking of you and that i would do anything to have even just one more conversation with you. but i understand if that never happens again.