You still got a million reason to hesitate. I gave you a million reasons to walk away. I wanted to hold your hand while we're growing up. You did so much for me when I was half the women for you. Thank you and I don't know how I can ever thank you. You have me the best years. You were a dream and I can't thank you enough. Was I a monster? What did your family think of me? Did they hate me? I'm not gonna lie I hated myself. Those I love you's I sent you those nights. I didn't mean them and there is no possible way I can fix that mistake. I didn't love you Sam because I didn't love myself.