why did you have to go. my mum and dad are broken so are tilly and liza. My mum has lost her best friend, i've lost my protector, your children lost their mum. I wanted you to be at my wedding, i wanted you to tell me to toughen up when i have my kids. but you left l and now we wait to meet you again. you were taken to soon from us. we will never heal from the pain you left behind. i will take good care of tilly and liza okay rach? they will always be my sisters and you will always be my godmother. i love you rachie.