I wish I could tell you everything thats on my mind. idk if i ever will. you have hurt me in so many ways. you have made me feel as though im not worthy of your time. as if im just a second thought to you. meanwhile, i gave you everything. why did you lie to me in all of those long texts you sent. when you told me you loved me, and that you appreciated me. why did you hand me these empty promises of a future together if you weren't going to fulfill it. everytime you said you would do better, and it was never true. but, still. ive never felt this way for no one else. i deserve better.