you hurt me so much yet i cant bare to hate you, or leave you behind, my body would set on fire with jealousy at you looking at anybody else but me, i wanted all your attention and i still do, i crave every ounce of flustered and flirty texts out of you. it doesnt make sense in my head how much you made me feel in such a short time. i wish youd stop doing all this. so i can get you out of my mind and stop imagining you touch me. when i hug myself i imagine its you. i wish you werent leaving me so lonley.