Unsent Messages

we’ve been through so much together it’s just sad to see it end like this. at the end of the day i will still love and care for you and i hope you know that. i wish you would’ve spoken up sooner and maybe we could’ve fixed the problem. who knows maybe it couldn’t be fixed. i don’t know if we’ll ever be friends again, but i wish you well. i hope you get the help you’ve been asking for. i hope you get better and get where you want to be in life. i’m sorry for the things i did. and the fact they upset you. i hope know that wasn’t my intention i just don’t know how to cope with things other than joking. you know this, i just wished you would’ve talked to me rather than keeping it in. i didn’t intend to upset you and you know that. i’ve been going through a tough time where i don’t really know who i am or what i’m doing. i just needed you to be here for me. why couldn’t you have said something. i need you to be there for me but you’re not anymore. what did i do. what did i say. why couldn’t you tell me sooner. you’re so unbothered by this it hurts me. i just wish you would’ve given me the chance to change or even explain myself before you let it end like this.