Unsent Messages

I have not sent a picture and I have not talked to anyone like we did I don’t like anyone else if I’m being completely honest given I did try I tried so hard to like someone or even take interest in someone else like there was in you I tried so hard but you know, it didn’t work. I haven’t showered on FaceTime with anyone. people have got pictures of my hair in a spike in the shower but nothing else. I have received a dick pic I didn’t send anything tho and I have been called pretty I told Zach(friend from school) he was hot. But everything I’m saying to you is only to you and I mean what I say but at some point I guess I’m just gonna have to stop because it doesn’t matter what I say or i do at this point. It’s a bad idea and I’ve been full of those lately Hahahha but I’m sorry that I messed you up that bad I’m sorry. For what it’s worth though I am working on my honesty and I haven’t lied to you on here. I feel very lonely and I don’t talk to anyone about anything important that’s why I come on here because I want to talk to you about it but I know it would be better if I just stop so I’m not gonna quit writing this but I’ll quit writing them to your name or anything that you can find it under.