ok even if u can’t i j want u to know how much i genuinely love you i’m sorry i was a shitty friend while we had communication i should’ve appreciated u more i’m sorry for everything but u are so fucking strong and i hope u are okay i am thinking ab u quite literally every second i love love love you i hope you are safe please go to a friends house if u start feeling sucky literally my home is always open to you god i love you so much i am so proud of you i hope you are okay i think the yall mind if i have a good week hoodie should be arriving soon and idk if mailing it is a good idea but u can have milk if it is ok for me to mail that idk please just know u are so fucking loved i need you here ok u are my good together we make rainbows i love you laiba so much.