Unsent Messages

i miss laughing with you, i miss being mad at you i miss being my you. I compare myself to others so often but then i remember what we had. It was the smallest things we did that would literally warm me. When you would in class and we just make eye contact and then we would quickly look back. the dumb remarks and jokes you would make. Even just helping me and asking me questions was enough. Everything about you is fucking perfect. Your eyes are hazel but hazel green in light, you have dark eye bags, your hairs straight but never stayed down, it always had this little poof. I loved that. I wish you still talked to me like you used too. Your the first person i’ve ever felt this way for wtf. Everyday i have this desired feeling to be by you or even with you. Every night i wish i was in your arms. I go to sleep thinking about you. Am i like that for you? Your out of my league i doubt it. Who knows maybe you’ll see this. I love you. Please love me back someday. Everytime i talk to you i feel safe. Every song i listen to reminds me of you. Every video reminds me of you. I remember the smallest things about you.The color of your backpack, the drink you always bring. The smallest things. Sometimes i think to myself, is this an obsession? i don’t think it is though. I think i just fell for you. Extremely hard. Please be the one. The feeling i get when i’m with you is extremely hard to discribe. Maybe you know maybe you don’t. When i complain about you to my friends they go “their not worth it” but you are.