Can I ask you something? can you stop lying to me please. I know you don't love me anymore so stop saying you do, or you can continue saying that you do and making me believe that you do. And I know that you don't or you do actually love me but i'm just not believing you cause I don't know how anyone can like actually love me and I don't deserve people being sweet to me or people loving me, I think i'm a bad person and I know that I am so I don't think you should be sweet to me or love me, I don't deserve it. Anyways, how was your day? (the colour is because he makes me feel like im at home when i talk/think about him) i love you
