I'm not mad. Really I'm not. I understand to an extent and I know why you felt like you had to be rude in order to get the message across. I just wish you hadn't let me go on believing for so long. You helped me a lot but you took a lot of it when you left. Im getting it back tho, and this time I'm letting me heal myself. That way im not relying on anyone else. Thank you for teaching me that I am the only person that can help me rn.