I really did like you for a while. I genuinely thought we would make it through, together. I think we were both messed up though. I spoke about you to my mental health counselor, even now, more than a year later. She says I have trauma. She also says that "it might sound crazy, but maybe, he was a blessing." she justified that by telling me the bad parts of our relationship forced me to grow up. it hurt to hear but maybe she's right. so, thank you. and also? how dare you.