ah yes. first real "love" if you want to call it that. best friends, but one caught feelings while the other "never knew". classic. you were sweet, charming, funny, and supportive. you knew how to make me laugh when i wanted to cry and you did homework with me over facetime so i didn't feel lonely. pushing you away when i left was a blessing and a mistake. i realized that i loved you so much, that you were my best friend. nothing more. but in the process, i lost you for a little bit. although i used to think i was in love with you, all i want is for you to find love. that is my wish for you. i love you matty. best friends