it’s been two weeks. i cry less than a week ago, but i still miss you.
i literally drove down 203 yesterday because it was the closest i could get to you.
i look through the photos from that day all the time. i know now why that jp saxe song tells me not to do that.
i miss the parts of our relationship that were magic and made me feel like i was floating. but i think there was enough anti-magic that it hurt a lot more than it was supposed to.
i hope one day it works out for us.
e