i’m so tired of being in such a dark place and i wish i could let u go but i literally can’t and it’s so fucking stupid that i keep trying to hold onto u when ik ur feeling fine and i hate this stupid fucking website that i check every single day when i said i wouldn’t and i still cry over u and that stupid boy so much ever since i first heard about it and i wish love didn’t have this much power over me. i’m never getting married. the only thing love has taught me is that i never know how to let go and that it’s always gonna end in pure discourse and hatred. i’m fine i’m just venting