hey bub. i love you so much. you mean the entire world to me and i’m sorry that i’m terrible at showing it. im sorry for starting our relationship off badly and i’m doing everything i can to make it up to you. i will probably never forgive myself god everything that happened. which is okay because i don’t deserve it. just. if you ever see this, know that i am yours. you’ve been my one and only for almost a year now. nothing was going to stop that and i’m sorry i made it seem like it. you are my person and you were then and i leaned on you too hard and for too long. i didn’t know how to solve my problems because i couldn’t stick up for myself. but you taught me how. i love you. so. fucking. much. you’re my everything.. do please believe me..