I remember you warning me about yourself. But as soon as I looked into your eyes, I saw that deep down in your heart you were good. But you were and are already so spoiled that nothing can help you anymore. I really tried to open up to you but I think we were both broken by the world. I am even more broken by you than I was. The moment I see you I hate you and still love you.
You have destroyed my psyche, you have physically destroyed me, you continue to drag me to you and it shouldn't.
I regret that we met at the wrong time because then it could be different than now.