i’m sorry that i can’t bring myself to have a relationship with you. i really am but you can’t just expect me to act like nothing happened. act like you’ve been there for me my whole life, act like you’ve spent every christmas with me, every birthday. act like you where there to take me to my first day of school. because the truth is you weren't, i don’t even know you. i needed you for more than just three years, you can’t ask so much from me. anyway hope you’re doing good. and i really hope your kid never has to feel what i felt