Unsent Messages

i loved you for so long, but it wasnt clear enough for neither of us, it started in the third grade the first time ive seen ur face, ever sense the moment it was something i couldn’t retrace, im almost in the seventh grade now, i still love you. i know were bestfriends but it hurts like hell not having you.. I remember in the fourth grade into the fifth we took a break from our friendship we didn’t talk for six months it hurts so bad not being able to text you telling you how I feel because you were always there for me our friendship felt so real, you came back A couple months ago and that’s how I knew I still loved you because the feeling never left and it feels as new as you and i, i hope one day youll tell me you love me even if it’s just as friends, u mean alot to me ur boyfriend i never had.