i was so in love with you. but I lost so much of who I am because I wanted to be exactly who you are I can't wait to go to nyc to find that girl I lost. and although i hate to admit it but i loved loving you even if it made me miserable. I'll always keep an eye out for your pictures. i always felt so honored when you sent me them and asked for my favorites. i can't keep holding on so here's me letting go. I'm sorry i wasn't ever what you wanted, but i swear i tried