Unsent Messages

Hey loser, I unadded you but I only did that so I can work on myself. I love you so much. You don't understand. You may not love me back but I have a lot to say. You were my first. And no one can take that away. You said you used me. I was so angry at you for that. But I realized no matter how bad you mess up, I'm still gonna love you. You were all I ever wanted. I probably wasn't the one you wanted tho. And that hurts. But It's okay. I'm working on myself because when you left 3 months ago, I was a wreck. The thing I don't understand is we just dated for 2 days! Like cmon. I would have gotten over you so quick. But I don't know what happened. All I want for Christmas is you back, well us back. But I know that will never happen. If it does, it would have to be a Christmas Miracle. Anyways, Hector Cruz, I still love you and I'm not gonna stop until awhile. I need to let you go, but I don't want to. But the scary part is at some point, I will need to move on. So, I'm sorry for unadding you. I had to do it for me. but like I said multiple times in this message, I love you. You were my first love.