I’m sorry. You will never see this so I have to say this. I don’t want to give up on us. I miss our late night meet ups. Even if we were just in my car at the church I was with you. I messed up what we had all because I was too scared to admit I have deeper feelings for you than just liking you. After not being together I am struggling to comprehend what I would do without you. You are perfect and I just to be with you and kiss you again. Not anything else. I want you to kiss me and hold me. I want to tell you that we can work on this. That I WILL work on us.