i don't know why i feel this way about somebody that has stopped responding as quickly to me, someone that ignores me for days without explanation, someone constantly overlooking things but i do. its so hard not to when you try so hard to express yourself through stupid shit and when i can feel your tone and energy change when we talk about something you like. i just wish you wouldn't make me pry you to actually speak instead of just saying "ok" or "lol" . i don't love you but i wish i did so that i could get over you.