I have been in love with you for three years, as incredible as it sounds. I don't want to be your best friend. I don't want to hear more about that girl you have a crush in. Even if I know that sooner than later I will be gone, I am still a selfish person, and that's why I want to claim all your attention.
I know you felt something for me years ago; but I was stupid and I dismissed it because I just "liked" men. Bullshit. I like you 1000 times more than to any man.
But I know your love for me wasn't in the level that mine is right now, and is worse knowing that you don't even see me like that anymore.
I want you to forgive me: I have been unable to take care of you. I really hope you find someone who can hear you and see how awesome you are.
V.