I miss you. I miss all the good stuff. I wish the bad hadn't outweighed it. I wish you had chosen me over your family, and over your friend, you messed around with. we had something lovely. I think I should have just ignored it sometimes. I wish it could have been us I think my heart will always wish we had just put up with how it was treated by you, bad sometimes but seeing you laugh in the passenger seat, seeing you working hard, seeing you love me that's not something you just get over. and in the good moments, I saw forever and I almost believed in heaven.