Unsent Messages

hi, soph. i’m falling for you. i think i started falling for you the second i met you- being in love with you feels inevitable. when we met, i was a little nervous, but when we talked i felt safe. i felt unjudged. we just fit. we matched. we laughed, we shared. we text every day. about big things, small things, unimportant things. i love you so much. to say that i love you is an understatement though. i love you. your laugh, your smile, the way you talk, the way you feel, the way you care, the way you act, the way you act around me, the way you act around everyone else, the way i could come to you with anything and have your full support. i also love the bad things. the way you find it hard to commit to things, the way you find it hard to talk to people, the way you find it hard to trust people. if you know me like i know you, why dont you love me? you know me better than anyone- better than i know myself and you dont love me. you come to me about your crush that doesnt like you back and i’m sitting here, head over heels for you, smiling at you and telling you to shoot your shot. if me loving you is inevitable, why isnt you loving me the same? you called me “my love” and yet, when asked, you said you dont love me. it’s okay though. i cant force you. i want you to be happy, so im not gonna try to force you. if you come to me with a crush, i’ll tell you to go for it. because if that person can make you happy in a way that i cant, i want you to go for it and be as happy as possible. be happy, my love. please.