i ever so often think abt what we would be rn if u didnt leave but then i realize that im better w out u yk? still hurts u left tho. we both like smo else now but i still sit there and look at that heart u gave me and i dont think i deserve it tbh. bcuz u told me today that she has ur heart now, yet u said that heart means that ill always have your heart and and youll always love me. so i feel like i dont deserve it, yet i dont wna offer to give it back bcuz ur js gna give it to her. anyways, i dont think i miss u, js hurts that u left after 7 months.