I have become absolutely infatuated with you these past few weeks. More than anything I want to tell you how I feel. But as soon as I do I know it will all fall apart. I'm scared that I'm making up the signals you're giving me. I wish things were different and that we could take a chance but we both know that can't happen because if it doesn't work we'd lose too much. We'd be risking too much even if we tried. I'm sorry