Unsent Messages

I forgive you. You are someone I consider to be my best friend and my role model in my life. After all the pain and suffering you put me through as a child, I am taking the time to heal and reflect on myself. I forgive you. I forgive you. I know you'll never understand for what, but just know it is not my fault for the trauma you put me through. and I accepted that. but it is up to me to decide if I want to carry that for the rest of my life. and I decided not give you that power over me. you give me motivation to become a better person to who I was years ago. you not only crushed me mentally, you made me the person I am today. and for that I thank you. and I forgive you for everything you put me through. I am opening my heart and I am healing from this all. I think its time for me to move with this trauma and make my life worth living right now. so here it is. I love you so much, but I forgive you for everything you put me through. hopefully I can tell you this one day. I really hope I can.