From: ABC
To: brodie
Date: December 18, 2020, 1:33 pm
i hated who i was with you,, somehow you put me in a false state of happiness and when i left because of stress and discomfort i couldn't understand you made me feel shitty for it. i thought you were a good guy,, and so does everyone else !! i can't hate you because everyone loves you and it's fucking bullshit. what you did was wrong,, and what i did was wrong but everything is behind us and i'm glad i've moved on. in all honesty,, i really don't want to see you again but reality has other plans. so for the time being,, i'm gonna keep going. not because i'm afraid of you but because i am strong and i am not letting you control my life. if i could take back those 6 months... i would. i know this is petty for a high school relationship that ended ages ago but fuck me. we are so young and i wasted way too much time on you. so as my final goodbye i am sending whatever this is in hopes of letting it all go. i'm in charge of my life and i now and much closer to understanding myself as a person than i was before. and i did all that,, without you.