Unsent Messages

I still think of you from time to time. And I want to let you know I'm doing good without you. This shit still fucking hurts, but I'm still here. I wish you were here by my side to experience the wonderful things happening in my life right now, but you're not. And I finally accepted that. You were one of the many influential people in my life to take a toll on me, physically and mentally. I really never got to say any of this to you, but I know one day I will. I see you're doing good too. And I'm glad you are. because you deserve it. And I'm sorry for how things ended. I do not hold any anger or sadness in my heart between you. You were someone important to walk in my life and out. With this, I've experienced growth I've never thought would be possible. and I hope you are too. I really wish you the best. Forever. you could hate my guts but I will never stop supporting you. I think I've found that closure in my life with this all, even if it wasn't getting an apology text from you. I just want to tell you I hope you are doing good. I still have love for you always. you can always count of me for anything and I promise I will still be there. but for now, I guess things are how they are. and it's time for me to move on from this.