you weren’t my first love but goddamn did i fall for you hard, and it wasn’t even intentional either. not as much as id like to admit. i know i would never be good enough for you and you’d lose feelings but i didn’t even care in that moment. i’m glad it didn’t mess anything up between us and that were still friends though. i hate seeing you so fucking sad all the time and i wanna help and be there for you but i know i wouldn’t be able to help, i hope you find happiness soon.