even now, a year later i’m looking through memories missing you. what can i say? you were my first best friend. are you doing okay? are you happy? do you have at least one person by your side who cares about you? i hope you’re enjoying yourself. i’m happier nowadays. i wish it could’ve been with us still being friends. it makes me cry knowing we can’t be friends anymore. but i keep that to myself. i miss you nick. i think i will always miss you. i think that’s okay though. as long as we’re happy. i can deal with missing you. Good luck on this new year. i’ll do my best too