Unsent Messages

hey, i would love to tell you how much i care about you, but my fear of rejection and commitment issues said no. you might be like why the hell did you choose purple to represent us? well first of all, it’s the color of queens so there’s that, but also because it’s the color of the shirt you were wearing when we first met. i’m scared i like you, i’m really scared because i’m scared you don’t love me, even platonically, as much as i, you. i know you have a hard time sympathizing with people, and i know you have a hard time sometimes with your feelings, so i don’t want to add any more stress, i hate feeling like a burden to you, i’m genuinely undeserving of how amazing, beautiful, and fairy like you are. amira, if my love for frogs and fairies could be mushed together, it still wouldn’t amount to how much i care for you. one day, when you feel like socializing, we have got to get tighter and get some sugar cubes and be fairies, ok? i mean this, you are carved like a greek goddess, you look like a painting and when i think of beauty you’re the first thing to come to mind. alas, you do not like me back, and i am also unsure if i romantically like you yet, or if it’s just me not knowing the difference between romantic and platonic feelings. i love you either way, though. anyways, l8ter,,

ps; if you read this, please don’t tell me. i will #1 die of embarrassment, and #2 will have to elaborate on my emotions