If only you knew how much you mean to me. I think the absolute world of you. I never understood the phrase "I look at you and see home" until this year with you. I wish things weren't so complicated, and I wish you felt the same but I know you don't. I look at you and I immediately feel warm and fuzzy. I constantly look forward to when I see you next, I'm more comfortable around you than anyone else. I know I need to move on but I can't help but compare everyone else to you. I can't imagine life without you. I owe so much to you, more than you might ever know. I miss the weeks I'd see you almost daily. I love you.