i'm sorry that i had feelings for you. i know that it wasn't my fault, but i'm still today filled up with guilt over how much pain i caused you and her. i felt so bad hearing you feeling guilty for loving her instead of me. she also told me she felt guilty for loving you back. i think my feelings for you may be gone now, but i still feel hurt about you two being together, cause whenever i see you i get reminded of the time when i first found out about you two and how that was during an already dark period of my life. but otherwise i'm doing so much better now, i have grown so much as a person, i'm really working on not putting my self down anymore and i'm slowly accepting who i am. it seems like it may be hard for you to believe but i want you to trust me on this one. i hope we can go back to the friends we used to be, but i don't want to rush anything cause you're too important of a person for me to lose.