Why the fuck did you hang yourself i know youll never be able to read this but why we love you and i blame myself all the time even though itd been a couple of years before you did it but i still felt as if it was all my fault... that i didnt text you or try and call even though i never knew how much pain you were in i hope i can make it though i just think of my neice and how if i do that shell have one less aunt so i try and stay but idrk how much longer i can keep going for love you
